It's him! It's him who is trapped in his own guilt, unable to come out, ashamed of himself. It's him who feels unworthy of Qian Sisi's goodness, thus too ashamed to appear in front of her. Every time he sees himself in her clear eyes, he feels so ashamed that he averts his gaze!
"Xiaobai, do you no longer want me?" Qian Sisi, her eyes brimming with tears, looked up at Bai Cheng'an, whose expression was struggling.
"No—" Bai Cheng'an denied outright, how could he not want her?
How could he bear not to want her!
Bai Cheng'an lowered his head and deeply kissed Qian Sisi, kissing away the tears on her face, impatiently telling Qian Sisi, and impatiently proclaiming to himself, "I want you, fool, I only want you!"
He tenderly cupped the small face of the little woman, kissing her relentlessly, as if kissing the most precious treasure in the world, until Qian Sisi was dizzy from the kisses, and then he lifted her up in one swift move.
