Shocked, I watched Alijah lick his lips as I couldn't put my thoughts together fast enough.
"I have never done this before, so..." He trailed off in a mumble before pressing his hands on my thighs and lapping my anatomy with his tongue.
My eyes flew open as words refused to leave me. The temperature within me rose to extremes as I reached toward him. However, before I could grip anything to halt this, he sucked on my sensitive bell, prompting me to see doubles for a few seconds.
Ah… Wait!
"Alijah!" I gasped, clasping onto his hair as he held me in place.
This can't be… I—
"Wait!" I tried to get him to stop.
A soft chuckle left him as he continued to show affection to my intimate lips with his smooth, spongy muscle.
Is this what you meant? It isn't fair, though! This… isn't painful at all!
Mewls left my mouth as I gripped his hair tighter.
"Please, stop!" I begged, but he wouldn't.
This was my punishment for something I had done, and nothing I would say would halt him. Instead, he let go of my thighs, yanking me closer to him as my bum was almost off the bed, too. The sudden pull caused me to fall back onto the bed, as I couldn't control the tingling sensation that came from his touch.
Before I knew it, I was pinned in place with my bum danPlacing his left arm on my abdomen, he held me down, trailing his tongue against my slits before placing pressure within my entrance.
"Alijah!" I whined, unable to say anything to persuade the wolf from his conquest.
Suddenly, he transformed into his werebeast self, losing himself in the moment —a phenomenon that often occurred in Lycans who became too engrossed or excited during the act and those who weren't afraid of hurting their partner. Most non-wolf lovers would run away, fearing it, but I couldn't help but hold on tighter to his fur, unable to pull away.
This was a first for us since he had never shifted before. He had always been animalistic and rough while we made love, but no matter how wild he got, he never lost control. However, there was no denying what was happening. Before I knew it, a wolf's paw held me onto the bed while I struggled to get cool air for my lungs.
I gazed down to see what he was doing, only to suddenly feel his tongue go into me. His sharp teeth brushed my skin slightly. The sensation triggered a tingling sensation within my core as my back arched.
"Alijah!" I yelped, feeling every muscle in my body tense up.
His hot breath brushed against my skin with every twist and turn he made with his soft, spongy muscle. I grasped the sheets below me to regain control, but it was useless. I couldn't stop my voice from going erratic while his tongue was making love to me.
Knots began to build within my core as the sensations he was giving me were slowly driving me insane. It wasn't long until my hips bucked on their own, searching for more as my world wavered. This was the first time I had ever felt something like this.
Even when I grabbed onto Alijah's snout by mistake, he didn't stop. The feel of my wolf's fur under my fingertips further stimulated me. There was no ounce of pain in the pleasure he was making me succumb to.
It wasn't long until every knot released, bringing in waves of pleasure that washed away my mind. Tears dripped down my cheeks as my body convulsed, unable to stop until my high came crashing down.
Ah… This isn't fair.
I could barely face him when Alijah pulled out of me and shifted back to his humanoid form.
"Rem?" Alijah mumbled, towering over me.
I tried to compose myself, but his touch was too much.
"Hey… are you okay? Did I go too far?" he sighed, wiping away rogue tears.
Stupid, gentle wolf!Why?! This isn't fair! Why not make it hurt?! Why no revenge after what I did to you?!
My guilt was eating away at me—something that didn't usually happen to me since it only occurred with people I cared for.
"It isn't fair," I huffed, trying not to break.
My wolf tilted his head, prompting me to puff my cheeks and take the opportunity to roll him over. Planting my hands on his chest, I pinned him down onto the bed, allowing me leverage even though everything about me was jittering.
"You were supposed to make it hurt." I voiced, feeling brittle, when a soft smile rose on his lips.
He sat up slightly and cupped my cheeks in his palms.
"No, I'll never hurt you. Not while I'm in my right mind." Alijah reassured me.
No! Why?! Punish me! Please, or else I won't…
"It isn't fair. I did all those things to you!" I cried, prompting him to sigh and yank me into a feverish kiss where I could barely grasp what happened before he suddenly separated from me and pushed my face down to his groin.
Eh?!
My heart could barely handle it, especially seeing the sharply formed tent on his pants.
"I get it. Then make me feel good for your guilt." He suddenly declared, leaving me blinking and unsure of what to do next.
Wait… You want me to do what I did last time? Was I even any good? Didn't I hurt you? I… don't want to do anything you dislike. I think my teeth grazed you last time, too.
"B-But I don't k-know if I even d-did it right." I stuttered as he chuckled before undoing his pants, since I was hesitant.
"I came in your mouth, didn't I?" He breathed, taking his heat out in his hands before slowly stroking it.
It was moist at the tip.
Did… licking me excite you?
"I want to see your face this time, though. That was the only thing that really bothered me." He smirked.
His eyes appeared to have little hearts coming out of them, so tender were they toward me, leaving my cheeks feeling like they would fall off at any moment.
"And, unlike last time, I'll warn you. So you don't choke on it, too." He teased, chuckling soon after.
Within me, I felt a snap as I growled, feeling the full weight of his words before grabbing onto his member. Unlike last time, his crimson gaze was entirely fixed on me, triggering my heart to flutter as it was harder to bring him into my mouth in this position.
For a moment, I stared at his rock-hard heat, unsure if anything I had done the previous time was right or where to begin.
"Oi, if you don't want to—" Alijah began, only for me to go for it.
A moan left his lips instead of the finished sentence as his hands moved from my cheeks to my hair, grabbing it in his fist. I tried to do what I had done last time, but was gentler. With each passing moment, his grip on my hair shifted between soft and rough.
It wasn't long until his hips bucked a bit as well.
"Rem, it's good." He breathed, filling me with confidence.
Focusing on pumping his base and sucking on his tip before taking him a bit deeper, prompting him to rewarded my efforts with his husky voice becoming loose. His hips move involuntarily, much like mine did when he was licking me.
With a glance at my wolf, I could see his eyes were slightly open, his face washed with pleasure. He winced at times, but a soft groan left his lips. Noticing me admiring his expression, a nervous chuckle escaped him. Coiling his digits around my hair, it wasn't long until he pulled me by my hair and withdrew me from his heat.
Saliva dripped down my chin as he licked his lips.
"I'm going to cum, so give me a moment," Alijah warned, eyes shimmering and cheeks rosy.
The look on his face was addictive, and I wanted to see more of it.
"Why did you stop me then?" I asked, licking my lips temptingly.
Rolling his eyes, it wasn't long until he pinned me against the bed and leaned close to my ear.
"Because… I want to unload it into you while I make love to you until I'm empty." Alijah purred.
My cheeks turned a new shade of pink, triggering a flutter in my chest that felt out of control. This would be the first time we knew how we felt about one another. A soft gasp left me when I felt pressure on my entrance, though, thanks to his earlier preparations, it quickly slipped into me.
His name escaped my lips as he filled me to the brim, making me entirely his. Lovingly, he licked my lips before locking us in a deep tango. Even though I held him in my dreams, it never felt like this.
There was always an empty pit in my chest, which was no longer present. For a while, we danced without tongues to win dominance. Unable to win it, Alijah drew away as I wrapped my legs around his hips while his rough movements began.
"I love you, Rem." He suddenly professed to me, shoving himself in as every muscle within me tensed up.
A loud whine left his lips as his member twitched within me, rapidly filling me with himself.
"Fuck! Rem, don't do that so suddenly." Alijah breathed, riding out his high in me.
Even though I hadn't found my release with him, I felt utterly defeated by him. My tail wagged uncontrollably as his heaving left me feeling pleased with myself.
You really are mine, all mine!
"I love you so much, Alijah." I beamed, feeling a bliss I could never explain.
I was in pure ecstasy.
If this were just another dream, I wouldn't have wanted to wake up from it ever. Unable to hold back, I grabbed him by the back of his head, tugging him into another kiss—one he happily deepened. The affection that was pouring from him into me was overwhelming. It was so rough and passionate that I lost myself within him, unable to find my release repeatedly while under him. This affair continued until the sun finally left us to the moonlight.
Even then, Alijah continued to pound himself into me, almost as if he wanted me to memorize his shape again. Not that I ever forgot it. Reluctantly, he glanced up at the clock on the wall in my room, and a too-familiar feeling came over me.
Wait… this… is…
"Soon, we'll have to meet your family in the dining room." He informed, holding me from behind as his hands held my hips tightly.
Feeling me clench down on him, he leaned to brush his chest on my back before grabbing onto my arms. Even though my body felt slightly numb from the overstimulation I was getting, it would soon be out of my control.
Alijah's movements continued, even though we were short on time. However, the familiar sensation surging in my core made me even more anxious. It felt just like when he first held me in Wyatt's home.
"Rem, I love you," my wolf breathed, leaving a warmth within me that couldn't be brushed off.
He had been saying it like a broken record, yet it never got old. Kissing my cheek, he pulled me up slightly by my arms as a smile formed on his lips.
"Hey, are you going to—" he stopped himself from finishing before suddenly releasing me from his grasp and clasping my hips firmly.
A soft moan left him as he continued with his brisk movements. With one final push, my body tensed before I saw white once again as he thrust himself to press his tip against my womb before knotting me.
The overstimulation caused me to squirt that weird liquid again from our union, as my voice wasn't mine anymore. Feeling him convulsing inside of me was also overwhelming me as I felt complete in more ways than I could count.
A chuckle escaped Alijah's lips, while I could barely find any reason. Even how he traced his fingers on my skin made me lose it. I was about to drown if this was what it meant to be loved by this Lycan.
Not that I hated it, but I would be utterly addicted by the time he was done with me. The knot took a bit to undo, but after that, we were free. Alijah pulled away from me, allowing me to tumble onto the bed as our union spilled out of me and onto the sheets below me.
My body didn't feel like it was mine anymore, and I didn't mind it.