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EP.44 I'll Offer My Virginity to Save You2
"???????????"
Eugene Schneider, who had given Jeanne a warm smile sensing their farewell,
Had thought Jeanne's final appearance would be bursting into tears and falling into his arms,
Or perhaps becoming even angrier and telling him to leave if he was going to go.
However, both were wrong.
Jeanne's reaction went beyond being wrong to an entirely different dimension.
Jeanne answered by taking off all her clothes and revealing her sensual body.
At that completely unexpected response,
Eugene's previously romantic expression disappeared and his face became one with about two million question marks.
"With this body! I'll use this body for you, Eugene!"
Rustle! Rustle!
Eugene's mind was on the verge of creating exclamation points beyond question marks.
Why? Because Jeanne's undressing didn't end with just revealing her breasts.
She began taking off her bottoms too, her large breasts bouncing,
Trying to take off her panties along with her bottoms all at once.
But because Jeanne's hips and buttocks were so large, there was an inevitable trial and error,
And in the end, feeling it wouldn't work, she first took off just her regular bottoms.
"W-What are you doing, Jeanne??????"
"Let go! Let this go! I'll use this body for you!"
Eugene had been frozen with wide eyes until Jeanne took off her top.
That appearance was primarily due to being flustered,
But on the other hand, he had also interpreted it as possibly being done as a form of protest.
But from the point when Jeanne started taking off her bottoms,
Thinking his idea was wrong, he immediately grabbed both her hands and tried to stop her.
"Hey, are you crazy!!! Why are you taking off your clothes and going nuts!!!"
After managing to stop her panties from coming down like that, Eugene quickly asked about Jeanne's intentions.
If not a protest, then what on earth could it be?
Was she really saying she would have sex with him?
Though he knew the concept of farewell sex from his past life,
There had been some intimate acts between Jeanne and himself at the mercenary inn, but this wasn't a situation for farewell sex.
Because from Eugene's perspective he absolutely could not understand what Jeanne's current behavior was aiming for,
And also because Jeanne's actions and the look in her eyes seemed completely out of her mind,
He strongly interrogated Jeanne, even mixing in curses.
"I heard from Priscilla. You've talked with Priscilla too so you should know how much she knows that we don't. Your eyes, and the discomfort you say you feel yourself, according to Priscilla it's all happening because demonic energy is being stimulated."
Jeanne, who had been trying to shake off Eugene gripping both her wrists,
When Eugene somewhat urgently asked questions, answered quite logically though still in an agitated voice.
As expected, Jeanne was trying to use the information learned through Priscilla
To resolve Eugene's situation.
In other words, because she was doing this for a fairly certain reason,
It could be called Jeanne's logical coherence, feeling a will not to mess things up by being caught up in anger.
"They say demons calm that demonic energy through sex! So for you with demon blood mixed in, wouldn't that work too!"
Then she fearlessly spoke of sex with the mouth of a virgin whose hymen was still intact.
"What, sex?"
At those words, Eugene asked again with a dumbfounded expression.
More precisely, it was closer to a feeling of "does that make sense?" rather than a reaction from not hearing or understanding.
"Okay, yeah, I've seen in books that demons have strong sexual desire. So maybe for demons it could be like you say. But whether I as a mixed-blood would fall under that mechanism is another story, isn't it? From what you're saying, it sounds like Priscilla only mentioned that demons control demonic energy through sex."
But Eugene knew well that just blindly refusing by saying it didn't make sense
Wouldn't be enough to control Jeanne who had ignited like a powder keg.
So he immediately racked his brain and laid out his own logic.
He thought that if Jeanne really had confidence that sex was the answer to solving the current problem,
She would have pulled out this card as if she had been waiting for it as soon as he said he was leaving.
"Yes, that's right. Priscilla also said there aren't many human-demon mixed-bloods so she only spoke in speculation."
Jeanne acknowledging that,
Eugene's thoughts were correct.
"But what does that matter. If there's a possibility, shouldn't we just do it and check? Do it with me Eugene. I'll save you by having sex with you. I'll keep the promise I made by the bonfire!"
But regarding Jeanne's response, Eugene's thoughts were wrong again.
Jeanne, fallen into a sense of crisis that she might lose Eugene, had no intention of reconsidering after testing the waters.
With the momentum to burn everything like a moth flying into a flame even if there was only a 1% chance.
"No really, is there anything you won't say! Is that something you can talk about so easily?"
Jeanne struggled again to remove Eugene's hands and take off her panties,
And Eugene put more strength into both his arms to control that and burst out angrily.
But at that moment
Thump!!!!!
Eugene's heart pounded heavily.
"!!!!!"
Hesitate!!
At that pounding, Eugene's pupils shook slightly and he hesitated.
'I'm feeling it again, that strange reaction in my body.'
It wasn't a normal feeling of heart reaction.
It was a deep, deep sense of discomfort,
'It's similar to what I felt when slaughtering those Sophists.'
It was similar to the bodily reaction Eugene himself felt after killing two Sophists in the goblin cave.
Thus Eugene's sense of discomfort continued and
'Heartbeat, somehow I feel like I can hear Jeanne's heartbeat. A maddening scent that seems to stimulate my brain beyond my nose. I can even feel the pulse sound from her wrist.'
Intensified.
Eugene's appearance of sensing Jeanne's physical reactions unfolded, just like the Sophists who had taken the drug.
Demonic energy was currently surging up inside his body.
When Eugene's demonic energy had started to stir upon seeing dark red blood while cutting people with killing intent.
Afterwards, that demonic energy had turned Eugene into the psychological state of a murderous demon.
A psychopath,
At that time, even in a calm mental state, Eugene's body was enveloped in murderous intent, craving battle and blood.
The cause of Eugene's demonic energy once again revealing its true colors and starting to stir at this moment,
'Jeanne's explosive chest,'
It was Jeanne's body.
'I want to violate her.'
Demonic energy [魔氣] responding to killing intent and lust
Thus demonic energy creates a bodily state in those possessing it that matches the situation their demonic energy has started reacting to.
In other words, because the element stimulating Eugene right now is lust,
Eugene's demonic energy is rapidly inducing his body to be like a beast in heat,
A body and mind wanting to mate oppressively with Jeanne and violate her femininity.
'No, that's nonsense.'
However, Eugene's reason
Refused the command of the demonic energy.
'Jeanne is the person who has been with me the longest throughout my past life. She's like family to me. How could I do that to Jeanne.'
For Eugene Schneider, Jeanne was not a target to be violated.
'Big sister Charlotte, my little sister Elizabeth, Grand Duchess Marianne, how precious they all are to me.'
He has values beyond reason and instinct,
And beyond the transcendent power of demonic energy, that have supported Eugene Schneider's entire life and created his identity.
'Eugene's pupils are getting redder. He's reacting to my appearance now.'
Eugene's gaze starting to shake rapidly as he experienced a value conflict,
Meanwhile Jeanne became calm.
Because she had become certain.
As the demonic energy surged up more, Eugene's red inner light deepened,
And accordingly Eugene stopped as if shaken and his expression also hardened.
In other words, it was clear that Jeanne's own naked body was causing Eugene's demonic energy to react.
What that meant was that sex between the two, which she thought was a possible solution to suppress Eugene's demonic energy,
Was indeed the undeniable correct answer.
'As expected, I can help Eugene now.'
Sex with Jeanne can suppress Eugene's demonic energy.
'No Jeanne, stop.'
Hesitate!
Jeanne's confident expression was also visible to Eugene.
The point is that he was panting with lust for Jeanne and she had noticed his state,
So even though Jeanne hadn't taken any additional action,
Eugene stepped back as if fleeing in embarrassment at having his impure heart discovered.
"Don't run away Eugene."
Then this time Jeanne grabbed the wrists of both of Eugene's arms that had let go of her wrists.
"Is that what's bothering you in your heart, Eugene?"
Then Jeanne dug into Eugene's heart that was struggling with value conflict,
Clearly Eugene now knew and had realized and noticed the answer too.
Yet the reason he was trying to avoid that answer,
Jeanne had grasped it.
"That I'm your family?"
To Eugene Schneider, Jeanne d'Arc de Sel Orléans is family.
"You're saying we can't have sex because we're bound as family?"
Having discovered that key keyword, Jeanne questioned Eugene in a quite candid tone unlike before.
While feeling frustrated at Eugene's retreat,
On the other hand she also deeply understood why he had to be that way.
A person who had lost family,
That was the appearance of nine-year-old Eugene Schneider when he first set foot in the Orléans household.
It was the appearance of being left alone in the world.
Because that appearance was so pitiful and touched her heart, the affectionate Jeanne also clung to him like a leech and stayed by his side.
Feeling family affection being created because of that and Eugene's inner self gradually opening up,
So Jeanne thought that even though she was lacking, she wanted to stay by this child's side for life.
For such a Jeanne, how could she not know Eugene's true feelings about family?
'I had the same thoughts until yesterday too.'
Jeanne had also experienced confusion at the different feelings surging up inside her towards him for similar reasons as Eugene.
So watching Eugene's shaking gaze and retreating appearance, Jeanne was able to draw out his heart heavy with a sense of betrayal as if empathizing.
'Family, feeling that emotion properly for the first time in 50 years.'
But Eugene's desperation is even more desperate than Jeanne thinks.
'That feeling when I first learned the word family and it approached as loneliness rather than warmth, having no family to resent and grieve for me doing such a reckless act as dying while saving a child, feeling sad while thinking that situation was rather fortunate,'
To him, family was a wish from his past life.
It was a lifelong regret.
'That letter I first encountered after my past life memories returned, I can't forget the letter from the Orléans family worrying about me.'
Yet such a Eugene gained a family 20 years after dying.
His past life memories, back then even in a situation where he felt like he would die from illness, there was not a single person who worried about him,
But in this place where he was reborn, he gained a family that carefully sent letters taking a week to arrive
And then happily waited for replies.
'I thought I had finally done filial piety when the Grand Duchess told me she was so proud of me and wanted to see me. I really cried for hours. The embroidery the Grand Duchess made for me is still protecting the heart of my armor.'
Perhaps overcoming the trauma of his current life's father Ulysses
Was not simply due to his past life memories.
Wasn't it because he started feeling more deeply the preciousness of those surrounding him now because of that?
'How could I violate you Jeanne, such a precious existence?'
That's why Eugene cannot violate Jeanne, the woman before his eyes who has revealed her sensual female body that made his own demonic energy surge.
If he did that, it would be an act of destroying the soul's wish that he has valued more preciously than life itself until now.
"No Eugene,"
Eugene Schneider, whose gaze had become hazy while struggling with a desperate wish that could be called tragic,
At that moment Jeanne shook her head slightly.
"My family and I don't love you so much just because you came into the Orléans fence."
She came to realize.
"We just love you, the existence called Eugene Schneider, so much."
A heart that loves the existence itself,
That is unconditional love.
Jeanne realized that.
Wasn't Jeanne always wanting to be ahead of Eugene?
So she was the one who wanted to lead him from the front.
But when Eugene became a Sword User Alpha and Sword Expert, all those dreams were shattered.
But at that moment,
Jeanne finally realized that obsession was an illusion.
"I wouldn't have clung to you and not let go like now if I had seen you at any other moment, any other place."
Jeanne loved not the little brother Eugene Schneider who filled the deficiency in her heart,
But simply Eugene himself.
"Won't you look at me that way too, Eugene...? I want to share that heart with you..."
Thus Jeanne hoped to the sorrowful life before her eyes that she wanted to become just Jeanne and Eugene who desire each other,
Beyond big sister Jeanne d'Arc de Sel Orléans and little brother Eugene Schneider.
Fwoosh!!
Jeanne's desperate and sincere confession made not only Eugene's reason
But also the fuse of his wish continuing from his past life snap.
Grab!!
Thus Eugene explosively embraced Jeanne's body as if pouncing on her,
Smooch!♥♥♥
Then roughly devoured her lips.
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