Keifer
After prash took mahee out , moni looked lost , i know it maybe triggered something in her , she looked lost for the first time today , she didn't looked lost when she saw him , but now
Keifer: should we go home ?
I don't know what else to say
Moni: yeah , I need some rest if not this headache kill kill me
We both went towards the elevator and got in , i pressed the group floor button.
I did what i always do , I held her hand in my hand , i interlocked my fingers but she never interlocked her fingers but she never pulled back , i run my thumb finger around her hand , i never did that put i needed something, something that would give me sanity, I'm losing my self , i know that , I'm losing seeing her lost, I'm lost , my heart is beating at highest speed ever , when he started having panic attack and collapsed, she lost her posture she collapsed in front of him , there i lost my hopes , my sanity, my everything
Here I'm seeking something, but she didn't interlocked her fingers, I held into her fingers fearing i might lost her but , she put her head on my shoulder she never did that , she didn't put her head on my shoulder when I held her hand , she sleeps on my chest put she never did this before, I got my life back when she put her head on my shoulder, we are same in height when she wears high heels , she put her head on my shoulders
Elevator door opened mahee stood infront of us his eyes are carrying so much emotions, he closed his eyes , i spoke first
Keifer: do you need anything mahee?
He opened his eyes and he looked at our hands a small smile appeared in his face , i know it's pathetic, she didn't hold my hand but i still didn't pulled my hand, but he looked up his smile vanished , she still put head on shoulder looking at him
Mahee: the boys and Hari they wish to meet you
Hearing Hari name she stood still and i pulled my hand back
She looked at me , i understand her unspoken words.
Keifer: bring them to our home in next hour
Mahee: our home ?
Keifer: she stays with us
Mahee; oh
We walked towards the exit
Moni: Hari is not upset with me ?
Mahee: no she misses you
Moni: i will wait for you all
Mahee: we can came with you, we are staying near here
Keifer: let's go and get them
We all took our cars
MONI POV
i lost my self when I saw mahee collapsing , having trouble breathing , he was strong man , he didn't even got a fever when we were together, but seeing him like that made my heartache, it's not love i know that , it's guilt I'm the reason behind it , he was so strong man but I made him week .
Then I saw keifer he lost him self when he saw , how i lost my self, i know keifer had some feelings for me , but I'm not sure either because everyone around me keep saying that keifer had someone who he is in love since ten years but I think he is attracted to me , i can't say for sure but he cares for me i know that fo sure
Prash took mahee out .
Keifer asked me should we go home , I said yes
When we are in the elevator keifer always holders my hand but this time it's different, it felt different, he run his thumb around my hand , he is searching for something I could not pin point but he is expecting assurance, i did something, i never did before, I put head on his shoulder, giving him the assurance, he stiffen but he felt free , i could tell the difference the way he is breathing, the way his muscles freed, i could feel everything, elevator door opened mahee stood there with wide eyes but he closed his eyes seeing us both , when he opened then he saw our hand but smiled because I didn't held keifer hand , put that smile vanished when he saw my hand on keifer shoulder. I know i never interlocked my fingers, i wanted to but i didn't know
Mahee told me that hari and the boys missed me , keifer told him to bring them home mahee said they will follow us we all went and drove in our cars