Jay jays pov
I woke up to the sound of keiren calling my name while shaking my body I opened my eyes and said
" what do you need keiren "
" Keifers down stairs on the couch drunk and he keeps saying things in taglalog I don't understand and keigan went to school for his last day so I think you need to go down to him "
I got out of bed still exhausted I thought everything was fine until I heard what Keifer was saying to himself
" kasalanan ko sana andito si mā kung hindi sa akin si keiren at keigan ay may nanay ako napakasamang tao tignan mo kung ano ang nagawa ko tama ang mga tatay ko dapat siya ang nag-aalaga sa kanila hindi ako "
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Translation :
" It's my fault, I wish my mother was here, if it weren't for me, Keiren and Keigan would have had a mother. I'm a very bad person. Look at what I've done. My father was right. He should be taking care of them, not me. "
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I realised that he was crying quietly there were wine bottles next to him . I told keiren to go to his room and don't say that he saw this to anyone. I walked down to Keifer
" keifer are you okay "
He quickly rubbed his eyes with his hands
" yes I'm fine "
I walked up to him and pressed his head against my chest gently he continued to cry quietly
" Keifer, what's wrong "
" yuri , he got in an accident and then they called me telling me that he was going to be escorted to the er ( emergency room ) and I had to drop keigan at his school they were opposite ways so keigan told me to go to yuri and he'll wait so I decided to go to yuri with keigan and I remembered that yuri and keigan's girlfriend were secretly dating each other but there was no turning back as keigan was worried about his kuya yuri so when we got inside he saw his girlfriend making out with yuri he got upset and started hitting and throwing things until yuri confessed that I knew he looked at me with sad eyes I looked down and he just went past me I got a text from keigan saying he'll be sleeping at his friends house and go to school with him . "
" why didn't you tell keigan ? "
" beacause I didn't want to hurt him "
" exactly it's not your fault you didn't want to hurt him so tell him that "
" he won't understand "
" if you explain he will sweetheart "
" I'll tell him tomorrow when he comes back "
" ok give me a kiss "
He crawled up to be taller and he kissed me. When he let go I layed down with him putting his head on my chest I rubbed his back until I noticed he had fallen asleep. It's sad to how he didn't want to hurt his brother and at the end they were both hurt . I covered him with a blanket and went up to keiren to check on him.