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Chapter 38 - Letters To The Living

The quiet of the morning wrapped the Harper house in a kind of reverence. It was Sunday — one of those rare, slow-paced days when time seemed to tiptoe around the house, asking politely before moving forward.

Ava sat at the old desk near the window, sunlight filtering through gauzy curtains. In her hand was a new journal, its spine stiff and uncreased, the pages lined but untouched. She breathed in deeply and began to write.

Dear Me,

You've come a long way from the woman who once stood by the oak tree, waiting for closure from a ghost. You searched for something outside of yourself, hoping it would answer the ache you couldn't name. But maybe what you needed wasn't out there at all.

Maybe the truth has always been closer than you thought — nestled in the arms of your children, in the quiet strength of Jamie's hand in yours, in the echo of your own heartbeat when the world falls silent.

You've let go now. You've left the questions at the cabin, with the wind and the pine needles and Luca's unfinished story.

And now, it's time to write your own.

She stopped, tears on her cheeks, not from sadness — but from something else. Relief. Hope.

Jamie passed behind her with Maeve resting sleepily on his chest, her soft breaths matching his heartbeat. He smiled at Ava, pressing a kiss to her temple.

"You writing another letter?" he asked.

"Kind of," she murmured. "But this one's to me."

He kissed her again. "That's the best kind."

Down the street, June opened the front door of her home to the golden light of morning. Clara toddled out barefoot onto the porch, giggling as Hank followed with her shoes in one hand and a cup of coffee in the other.

June leaned against the doorway, smiling at the scene — her husband chasing their daughter, both laughing, both whole. A miracle, she thought. A year ago, she had cried silently each time a pregnancy test came back negative. Now, her heart was full and messy and gloriously alive.

And yet… June could feel it. A familiar tug. A quiet unease.

Later that afternoon, the families gathered in the park. Ava and Jamie set up a blanket under the oak tree that had become something of a tradition for them — the one where they first read the letters aloud, the one where Thomas had learned to walk, the one where life felt like it could be soft again.

Clara ran ahead, her curls bouncing, and Thomas chased her with a stick he declared his "magic sword."

June and Hank followed behind, holding hands. June glanced sideways at Ava, her voice soft. "You look lighter."

"I feel lighter," Ava admitted. "It wasn't the cabin. It was finally choosing to leave the past behind."

June exhaled. "I'm glad. I think… I'm still learning how to do that."

Ava turned to her, curious. "With what?"

June hesitated. "With guilt. Sometimes, I feel guilty for being happy now. For having Clara. Like I'm somehow forgetting how hard it used to be."

"You're not forgetting," Ava said, resting a hand on hers. "You're honoring what it took to get here. That's different."

A little later, as Jamie played catch with Thomas and Hank chased Clara through a pile of leaves, June sat quietly beside Ava and reached into her tote bag.

"I found something," she said.

She pulled out a small envelope. The handwriting was faded but unmistakable.

It was one of the letters Ava had written, years ago, before her wedding. It had somehow gone missing during the move and had resurfaced when June was clearing out Clara's old boxes.

Ava's eyes widened. "I thought this one was gone."

She opened it slowly. The paper was worn but intact. The words were written in ink that had slightly smudged from time and maybe tears.

Dear Ava,

One day, you'll be standing at the edge of something — a decision, a fear, a dream you haven't fully claimed yet. And in that moment, you might look back, wondering what could have been if you had chosen differently. But let me tell you this: what you are building now — the love, the family, the memories — it is enough. It is sacred. And even if parts of you ache for the unknown, never forget how deeply you are already rooted in the life you've chosen. You are not lost. You are becoming.

Ava smiled, tears streaking her face again. "I wrote this for myself. But I think… I needed to read it now more than ever."

June hugged her. "Maybe we all need to write ourselves letters sometimes."

As the sun began to dip behind the horizon, casting the sky in strokes of lavender and gold, the group gathered for a small picnic. Thomas passed out napkins like a knight with scrolls, Clara babbled in her own language of wonder, and Maeve gurgled contentedly in Jamie's lap.

For once, no one needed to speak about healing or grief or shadows from the past.

They were simply there — together, whole, messy, real.

And beneath the oak tree, where letters had once buried pain, the roots now held something else entirely.

Love. Legacy. The stories still unfolding.

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