Years have passed,yet I'm still in love with Adrian. I just can't stop loving him and it's really frustrating. And funny enough, I'm sure he doesn't know about it.
After Tina,he had dated someone else again and this time it was a girl who already has a boyfriend, but Adrian just won't leave her alone and to be honest, she's actually very pretty and cute.
When Adrian started chasing Tina,I told myself that if Adrian is destined for me he will still come back to me. He later broke up with her ,but moved kn with someone else instead. Somehow,I think he was purposely trying to make me jealous, "but why this far?" I thought to myself as I sat in class, watching him silently.
" Fine girl, wassup? I noticed you staring at me in the exam hall or you've fallen for me already?" Steve said with a smile on his face as he sits down in front of me." Oh cut the crap!" I said clearly shocked at his accusation and tried to push me away.
Lately,Steve has been teasing and trying to flirt with me every time. Always claiming that I am his everything,he wants us to be together among others. Both in front of our classmates or even in the exam hall. I remembered a day I was trying to remember something and unintentionally I saw myself looking at him and suddenly he winked and blew a kiss before turning back to his script. I was so shocked and embarrassed that I didn't even look up till I finished my exam that day.
However,inspite of all Steve's advances,I never accepted him and instead jokingly pretended as if I don't understand him. This is not my first time of seeing Steve flirting with any girl and there is no way I will fall for his teasing and lies. Falling for someone like Steve is jumping from frying pan to fire. Suddenly, I looked at Steve with a smile and said " why do you purposely do all this,go and chase that your crush and leave me alone" I said looking very frustrated.
" No you'll be my first wife and I'll take care of you very well" Steve replied trying to hold my hands , but knowing that I won't allow him, stopped trying. " Which your first wife? We don't marry two wives in our own family" I replied with a laugh.
Just then ,Adrian who had went out for his science class earlier, suddenly barged in. He looked at us for a minute and quickly went to take his book before going out again. I really don't care anymore. I have never had a boyfriend throughout all the years I've been here, but they've attributed different guys names to me and if Adrian is doing all these purposely to make him jealous,then he should know that he would be more pained because I will act as if I don't notice him too in front of his girlfriend.
I really don't even want to accept the fact that he's simply trying to make me jealous. I cry almost every night and every time I try to turn a way from everything we've shared and move on,he has a way of keeping me back. The reason why I don't get mad at Steve despite the way he teases me,is because those were the only times I actually forget about him and laugh again like someone with no problem weighing her down. Therefore,I really don't want to care about what he thinks seeing us together again . "I might even be the one over thinking. For now, let's just say we've been separated, until he actually seems it fit to chase the girl he truly likes and that's even if he likes me".I said to myself and hissed silently, before turning to laugh at Steve's jokes