"A life without problems i same as false living"
- Feghiliy Aughy
"Gray"
" I think that only colour i can describe myself is gray
— i thought is it because the light was taken from me far long ago.
Or is it because my heart never truly showed my light
Gray, for me always had it's special meaning
- It showed me the reality as it is- without the illusion of a perfect conclusion.
- Feghiliy concluded this sentence when his hope decreased at it's lowest,
no one could imagine what this boy gone through or where he really came from.
It felt like the mysterious girl was the only one who could understand his darkness, just like they have same scars, yet she didn't knew what she was and where she came from
- But her existence was far deeper attached to this boy…
Feghiliy sinking into the depths of this gray sea, saw himself when his heart still had it's brightness.
His tears falling down as if they can even transcend the depths of the gray sea
slowly perceived the showing memory of his journey…
He was a lonely child from the darkest universe, as if the light never existed in that universe and never accepted his reason to smile
Yet his heart never stopped from believing, and hope increased deep in his heart.
Although his parents were erased by the darkness together with every single living being
— the only thing that showed the light was his heart, that kept him away from being erased by the darkness and dark monsters.
He felt lonely and at the same time he felt guilt,
but he couldn't let the guilt take over him and darken his heart
Bravely he tried to lighten the universe with his heart
but he quickly realized that the only thing he was able to protect was himself.
He waited for years as if she was waiting a bright princess to rescue him and save him from this eternal guilt.
One day he saw a girl
she was the last girl in the universe that was alive, but there was one fact,
the girl was so darkned deep in her soul as if she could die at any moment.
Her Dark hair wingling around across the ruined atmosphere , stood few meters beside him
Quickly as he saw her he sayed to her:
" Hey are you okayy??
i thought i was the only one that's still alive
do you need anything?
"Im okay, dont bother yourself thinking about me…
- The girl softly answered even though she didn't seem to be okay.
As Feghiliy tried to reach her, she quickly fainted on the ground
"Hey dont worry i will help you
even if it results my death
im enough happy to see that someone was able to survive except me
hang on there!!
- The girl's body completely exhausted by the darkness she consumed,
wasn't able to move nor speak
as if the world didn't deserve her pain, but her heart was still beating
Feghiliy never stopped from believing in the best
he gently pulled her around his warm hands as if she was the light that Feghiliy always needed and carried her down to his place
"It will be alright"
...
For the next months he carried for her,
he gaved her food,watched her all the time,checked her and never abandoned her.
The time was going step by step as the girl's health was getting worse and worse
Feghiliy waited as he knew someone's after them.
He really do connected with her
they were inseparable
As the time went by
he sensed as if his heart that was still shining wanted to help this girl
A thing we call "Love" appeared deeply in his heart.
One day — without hestitation
Feghiliy ripped half of his shining heart only to make things better for the girl
sacrificing half of his life.
With a lots of pain, he managed to unite their hearts and give her ability to walk and talk again.
However the bond between them reached its beyondness.
A love like no one could've imagined
"Im glad you woke up
im glad that your heart can shine again
" Your a brave boy, i dont deserve you.
"Hehe the only thing i think i deserve is knowing your name so
can you tell me your name please?
- Feghiliy brightly smiled while he was gently touching her hair.
" Nadesa… My name is Nadesa
"Nadesa?
What a beautiful name you've got
Im not the one that doesn't deserve you,
this darkness doesn't deserve your soul.
I have an idea! Lets make a promise
"A promise?
- Nadesa repeated him with a confusion, what can this promise really be?
- Feghiliy slowly stretching his hand towards Nadesa as if he was making an oath that he will keep his whole life whispered to her —
"My promise is that we, one day should unite half of our shining hearts into one
and live together as one whole
One true brightness.
And i want you to accept my deal
will you accept it?
- Feghiliy hopefully asked the girl
She quickly answered
" Yes i would love to be part of you,re beautiful soul.
- They're both hands reaching one after another
finally combined
as if the other darkness in their hearts never existed at all.
- Feghiliy— Untill the day happens, we'll live in gray…
The first day's after the oath
they were spending the days as if the darkness never existed
until one day they sensed some light in the skies
"Is that light?"
- Feghiliy shockingly said and he couldn't believe his eyes
Right above the skies, there was a girl, with golden hair and shining bright eyes
she was floating around in the open air,
Her golden wings waving around the dark sky
were slowly going towards them.
Reaching them she slowly asked them:
"So,you were not the only one that stayed alive in this dark universe."
-Feghiliy completely unfazed answered:
" And so what?
is there a problem if i wasn't the only want that was supposed to live"
"Hahaha no, i think there was a misunderstanding
My name is Aurona, Aurona Lightwin
I came far away, from the most beautiful place in our existence.
I was slowly listening you two chatting for the past few days
and im sorry if i am about to disappoint you but that promise you've made
can never happen.
Now im speaking and i shall decide how this goes better for you two.
There's far more about this universe
that you two still dont know…