Have you ever felt a strong desire, for something or to someone, but you know in your heart it's not for you? A funny, but realistic scenario that always happen. It's funny because you know that it's a losing competetion. You know that it's rigged algorithm whereas you're meant to lose. You know that you're destined to fall from the start. You always tell yourself to give it up or to let it go but there's always this stubborn but hopeful thought- A thought that will always keep you in the cycle of frustration between the bliss of fantasy and harshness of reality. An endless loop. Deym. It's a worst torture.
