What am I thinking of?
Many th things actually. One person matter in my life in total. The second I begin to enjoy something, one bad thing must happen that will ruin everything. Another thing is that I can't really rely on anybody but myself. It is also for straighten. I've been trying to find some time a little to express myself but it's when I want to be alone that people want to surround me then when I truly need somebody everybody just wants to stay away from me.
My soul called best friends from time I've always been so unreliable. Let's start with Jasmine my first verb best friend kuma she only care about her brother she only wanted to use me and my money and my fame my popularity every good thing about me she just wanted to make use of it for herself and now that we've grown up, she pretends like she doesn't know me. It hurts.It really hurts.
Hephzebah only wanted to be friends with me because of my popularity just as Jasmine but has was worst. She manipulated me turn me into some sort of slave to her. Do you really know how it feels when you know that you're have everything at your feet yes somebody who has less than you is totally in control of what you do. Nicole was just looking for a stepping stone to make herself popular. As for damilola, I can't tell whether we were friends or just 7 to master with me being the servants and she been the obvious on sir. Like eating like she didn't really care for me every time she criticize something about me that always made me feel bad about myself, and she knew it, she knew that I was so sort of conscious and that any thing anybody said to me I really take it to heart.
As for the two Victorians, they just needed me to serve as a personal servant who would listen to all the of gossip and do their bidding. Then we have Andrea, she did the same thing as the rest. After everything I did for her,, thank you couldn't even come out of her mouth comma instead she ruined my reputation,made me look like a bully in front of everybody I'm made herself seeing the victim.