In the farm fields under scorching sun a young man seen carrying a white sack filled with soil on the right side of his soulder. This soil is a special soil brought from the mountains to make seedling bed for some expensive tobacco planting.
Seeing the sun's positioning right now it's about 12 am so it's normal that no one is around because everyone else is resting at home before going to the farm again at around 2 pm.
Sweat gushing out of his face with every step he take to reach around 500 Metres to reach destination so that he can put that sack of soil down in the farm field of his employer.
Because of recent rain the small soil road where he take step became slippery. When he take his third sack of soil his foot slipped. He fall and sack of soil he carried fall pressing his chest. This sack of soil only about 50 kg but when it fall together with him pressing his chest it feels like all oxygen leaving his body.
He have hard time breathing. He want to ask for help but no one is around. His field of vision gradually become narrow and narrower until he can't see anything but black color.
In the brink of dead, because of his endorphin peaking up he sees a lot of his memories like watching some boring movies.
Since I was a little until I goes to college I always managed to enter one of the best school in region where I life.
It's just when I feels a freedom for the first time when I become a college's student I spent all of my times playing around too much so my grade gotten really bad.
In 3rd country where it's hard to get any job even if you are cumlaude I can't get any job with my bad grades so I become one of the many unemployments.
After 3 years of doing odd jobs to survive I got a job in the rice milling which offering decent pays.
My life become stable and I met a woman that I love.
After saving decent amounts of money I decided to propose to her.
We are married and have happy life.
We have a son, handsome and cheerful son.
I feel so happy.
Until tidtod become very popular in our country.
Yeah my wife become someone who known as a "standard tidtod woman" she got influenced soooo bad by tidtod.
Numerous times I advise her to stop watching tidtod and everytimes I do that we will get in to a big fight.
She become an unbearable woman that I want to divorce her, but everytimes I see my son's smile my heart melt.
So I began to do many odd jobs again in my rest times from my job at Rice milling place.
Every day I work without a rest from 5 Am to 5 PM and without holiday to get enough money to make my wife happy so that our family can still goes on.
Yeah I know I am stupid.
I life this kind of life for more than two years.
Yeah I know I am really stupid.
At the moment of my fall I seek help, maybe because of my basic living being instinct who want to survive.
But the moment I know no one gonna help me because of everyone resting at home hiding from the scorching sun, I don't feel any panic.
Instead I feel relieved, maybe because deep down I feel this dead is some kind of release.
I calmly drifting in the darkness that I don't know when this will end.
I don't know how long I've been drifting in this endless darkness I feel so lonely and bored so when finally I see a tiny light I desperately chasing after it.
This chase turned out to be a long chase but the more I chase that light the bigger that light became and the bigger that light became the more hope I have. In this darkness I seem to have an endless stamina I don't feel tired at all.
I don't know how long I've chased after that light but the moment I managed to touch that light I got sucked in to it. My body feels so warm and I feel drowsy, finally I fell a sleep for the first time after very loooong loooong times.
This sleep feels so warm and comfortable so comfortable to the points that I don't know how to describe it. Aahh... maybe this is heaven. In this place I spend most of my times sleeping. I just occasionally wake up and back to sleep again until someday I got squeezed out of this place and come to a place which have very different temperature than the place I've stayed before.
This place feels so cold compared to the place where I stayed before. With such glaring difference I unknowingly cried out.
"Aaahhh... I want to stay in that warm place please bring me back to that place"
But what I heard isn't my usual voice instead I heard a baby's crying voice. I tried to scream but what I heard is louder baby's crying voice.
Suddenly something warm embracing me I feel like I got connected to that warm place again I feel so comfortable, this warmness giving me support to calm my turmoil feeling.
I began to observe my surroundings but what I see is just silhouettes no matter where I see everything is just silhouettes. I heard woman and man voices having conversations with language that I've never heard before. Unknowingly drowsiness took over me again and I fell a sleep in the embrace of warmnees and softness.
In a day I can sleep for more than three times and with my bad sight my sense of times got distorted. I don't know how long times passed but finally I can see clearly and I began to understand a bit of my parents language.
Both of my parents have red hairs. My mother's name is Klesha and my father's name is Atanka by the way my name is Soka.
Varsha, in a small house a mother breast feeding her baby both of them had red hairs
"Soka when you grow up you must become a good boy, healty, happy, and then grow up to be a responsible man"
Klesha holding Soka lovingly while breast feeding him. At first Soka feel guilty when he got breastfeed from his mother but he know that he need it. Furthermore Soka had a suspicion that he is in a novel called Rangga afterall the names of Soka, Klesha, and Atanka with red hairs is too much of coincidence.
This is totally Bhatara Soka the Arunika's leader background he is the mid boss villain in the novel, but he didn't want to jump to the conclusion yet. No matter if he is really that Soka or not he need breast milk if he want to grow in to strong and healty man.
Day by day my life goes on, every times father come home I flashed my brightest smile because I know a son's smile is the best support for a tired father. Both of Klesha and Atanka are good parents they showered me with loves, so unconsciously I treat them like my real parents well technically they are really my biological parents in this world.
Everyday my father goes out to work seeking lively hood for our family coming home tattered and battered with a tired expresion. My mother doing every house chores alone because I can't help yet and no matter how tired she is, she will always welcome my dad at home with a smile. What an happy small family. For me happiness is such a simple thing and I feel that both of my parents hold the same sentiment.
I can walk when I am nine months old and my first understandable word at eleven month old. When I can crawling which is five month old I spend my times exercising by crawling everywhere in our house until I got exhausted, at first mom was worried and tried to stop me but as this activity goes on she just let me do whatever I want while glancing at me from time to times to make sure I stay safe.
When I can run stablely at eighteen months my mom allowed me to go out of our house she will accompany me walked while holding an umbrella because of never ending rain. Now that I almost two years old I am sure that I am "that" Soka and this is Rangga World and I life in a country named Varsha.
Rangga is the name of the light novel I read in my college days, by the way it's also the name of the protagonist. I found this novel not in famous online novel platforms but in a website I found accidentally from g**gle. This website only contains all about "Rangga" from the novel, illustrations, maps, etc and Soka which is me is the mid boss villain in this novel.
Soka life his entire life without knowing that his entire life was manipulated by the two main villains in this novel until his death. All of the tragedies that befall him most of them are artificially Orchestrated by Karno and Sengkuni.
D*mn from all of the characters in that novel I'm reborn as Soka. While Soka have amazing potentials and powers he life under surveillance of Sengkuni 24/7 since he was a kid.
This condition will be extremely restrictive for me to break free from their machinations. If I showed suspicious activity they can take me out immediately to minimize the risk of their plan and I will be powerless to resist them.
But I will not let any of those tragedies that befall Soka to happen to me. I will do anything to break free from their control even if I must become the manipulative prick that I hate the most.
I train everyday under the guise of playing, my mom will only take a glance at me and sometimes smilling because in her eyes I am just an active kid, yes very active kid. I train my body everyday while trying to sense something inside me, I try to sense my mana but I can't sense anything.
I've tried a roundabouts ways to ask my parents about mana but they didn't have any knowledge about it so I focused on my physical training first to improve my body. I am not a personal trainer and I don't have any professional knowledge about body building so I only do running whether it's long run or sprinting, side steps, jumping, sit ups, push ups, pull ups and other basic exercise, ofcourse I do it in moderation because I am still a kid with under developed body but maybe because of swasthya bloodline my body recover really fast. I don't feel any muscle pains even though I train until I am totally exhausted.