As i sighed i started recalling how i got into this mess
It started... when I was walking down the street, minding my own business, when this damn bird started pecking at my head. Just—bam—out of nowhere. I tried to shoo it off, but it kept coming back, relentless. I must've looked insane, swatting at the air like that.
Right when I finally scared it off and muttered something about stupid birds, I heard this loud creak above me.
Didn't even have time to look up.
The streetlight came down fast.
Everything went black.
That's how i died...
When i woke up i saw a completely blinding infinite expanse of a white space with blackish hue here and there.
The emotions i felt that time was... fear of unknown and confusion
I started walking looking right and left with every step i took, for hours i didn't stop nor i felt tired in this space. For some days i didn't stop and then i noticed that i didn't feel hunger, a need to sleep and felt tired for all of this, it was as if I'm completely Invincible in this space
Even after dying, i still miss my family, my sister and my mother... we were living in poverty... my sister was working outside the state while my mom was working in house and a 9 to 5 job.
my sis kept in touch with mobile phone, and i was studying in highschool.. my mom kept pushing herself even when was at the age of being a grandma she was 40 years old while my sister is 19, she skiped university to start making money becus my mom was thinking of quitting because she couldn't handle it.
And me suddenly dying would become thier nightmare... worse they might have committed suicide because i know they loved me so much as they were doing thier best for me...
I started crying thinking of them "mom... sis..." i broke down for no-one to comfort me. Missing them so much...
I heard some ding noice but ignored it.