I don't have friends…well I do,I'm their friend but am I theirs? Everyday I either feel "ok" or "worthless" I do everything physically possible to keep up with others around me but that never works out.
I never truly want to speak on these things so I don't come of as selfish or narcissistic which I get called regardless.
I'm not much of a sports fan either,so when my "friends" talk about sport related things,it's always football anyway I usually stay silent …that's the one sport I could even bare to get into it.
But I am a fan of anime.
They call me weird for that by the way. Either way I'm always the problem…I should be used to it by now but honestly I really can't.
People shut me out way to much,sometimes I wonder if I leave this world...would anyone really care? they barely noticed when I was alive what difference would it make if I weren't?