HAVE YOU EVER LOVED SOME ONE AND THEY DONT LOVE U. HAVE U EVER HAD FAMILY ISSUES
I'm nova growing up I thought everyone is treated special, but some people don't they pay attention everyone they only care about looks and status
I'm that one person who goes to cry in my bedroom I shout to myself cursing myself listening to sad audios alone
and smile the next day like nothing happened
that's me nova I wasn't the best, not the prettiest, not that girl to be spoilt by her parents when I was young I didn't have friends I transferred to schools but now was sure I would never have friends but in fourth grade I started to be with the popular girls and I didn't fit in at elven I had made some friends but some were fake friends I wasn't bully just not noticed at home it wasn't the best parents always arguing shouting my mum wasn't the best but she was still there my dad was always cheating with women I had siblings I didn't know about but I didn't want to know them I always thought he was that prefect role model to look at and say I wanted to be like them I learnt that about my dad's bad character when I was thirteen
When I finally reached high school, I wasn't known for being pretty, smart, rich just for being with those popular girls I was that girl that wasn't waited for when left I had to hold someone's hand forcefully I got tired I wanted to not exist until I met Emma I had the biggest crush on him he was my type he love music novels anime etc. but he just didn't care he dated this girl viola then I become so insecure I called myself names like flat girl, ugly duckling
until he finally noticed me