One Hundred Two:
Hidden Town
I don't know what to say because if I let myself to know my past life then, will I'll be able to return my life back to normal? Question I couldn't answer and even the fear that I get gives me chills down to my spine that I couldn't just ignore. Yet, there's a trilled feeling inside me as I think of knowing my past. What's behind my past that is so important that someone wants me to remember it all so badly?
"Almos already went back to his past life with the guidance of a Moon Goddess." Suddenly Wren announced that surprised me. "So, what will you do now?" He/she seriously asked.
"Wha-what did you just said? Almos did what?!" I surprisingly asked.
"You heard it right he already agreed to go to find out about his past. Now, it is up to you if you'll do the same or you will stay out of it. Yet, you knew that the 'new born God' will not let you go just like that."
What Wren told me made me think harder and the more I think the more I convince myself to let my past to remember.
"Then, what I shall do?" I asked Wren seriously even though my heart beats so fast I couldn't stop it.
He/she smiles at me. "Nervous yet excited. Well, you're a Questor so it will be easy for you to travel in time and space without the help of a God or a Goddess."
'Questor… Almos already told me that once.'
"And yet you couldn't understand it, right?"
"Yes, indeed. I can't. So, tell me how it will work?"
"Uhm… if you thinking that you have no control over your powers and abilities, then you were wrong, because you've already transcend what you are capable of."
"What do you mean?"
Wren walks towards me and stand at my front, he/she faces me with those holiness face, I couldn't describe how beautiful and perfect his/her features, that all I can say, if he is a man. He will be too perfect to the point of being as perfect as a woman. Everyone one who can see him/her will eventually fall deeply to his/her holiness charm.
"Don't fall on me, young lady." Wren said it so bluntly.
"No!"
"I know! I'm just kidding." He/she said and smiled that took my breath away. "Anyway, with this distance I presume you can travel to any places you want to go. You can even bring me to your waking life if you want too."
"Huh! How––"
"Come on. Don't underestimate yourself because ever since you live in this world, your entire powers and abilities remain within you. It never left you even if you reincarnated twice or even if you repeat it once again. It will stay eternally within you. You were just too afraid to let yourself be unfold of the truth of how greater your capabilities are. So, now! Why don't we go to the place where you wanted to go ever since you journey through your dreams? And don't tell me you didn't know because you knew it to yourself, young Lady."
I don't know what's gotten into me as I listen to his/her voice. There is something from his/her voice that captivates me and all of a sudden, without thinking harder. I just see ourselves standing inside an old church.
…
"See. You can do it without forcing yourself to control it."
I was supposed to feel surprised and scared but then, I feel, natural. As if, I usually do this kind of thing so often although I have no recollection.
"Where––" I was about to asked when I finally saw the whole place. "This is!" that's the only time surprised came out of me. Knowing I'm standing from where Ilmatar brought me before really is surprising.
"Indeed. This is where she brought you before."
"Then!" I quickly look for the mysterious book that shown upon me but there wasn't any book at the altar. "Where is it?"
"The Book of Revelation."
"Is that the name of that book?"
"They also called it the Book of Supreme Infinity."
"Book of Supreme Infinity." Puzzled why I heard it calling me on my first day here then, the second time I came here, I didn't saw it and even now. 'Why?'
"The book won't show up so easily to anyone."
"Why is it?"
"Because you are not ready for its revelation," he/she simply answered.
What kind of revelation hidden from that mysterious book? And why me?
…
"Now, you should decide first whether you go or stay in your current life. Since, it will be easy for you to travel back and forth without having any problem of losing the track of time."
"No! I'm decided!" I toughly announced. "I want to go and see the past to finally understand everything about the truth of myself. And I'll begin to where it all started."
Wren seriously looks at me and asked. "Do you remember the first time you went here in the Dream World?"
"Yes, I clearly remember it." I confidently answered and somehow I manage to go to that place where it all began.
…
Moon
"Interesting." Wren said after I brought him with me to the place where it all began. "Why here? On the moon…"
"I don't know why here but I vividly remember, when I was I child. The first thing that I remember when I dream for the first time is this place. I'm just standing here where I can see not the Earth but the whole darkness. I just keep on staring at the vast darkness of the universe as if… I'm looking for something I couldn't figure out."
"And whatever it is, I sure you'll find out once you remember your past life."
"I'm not so sure about it."
"Having doubts?"
I didn't answer Wren question instead, I open a portal that will connect me to Almos and just walks in as Wren follows me silently.
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