So I want to preface this one by saying this is not a poem/journal, but rather it was my attempt at a song rewrite (Mr. Carter-Lil Wayne) to express my feelings at the time.
To you forever, from me to you
I got a few things I wanna say to you
I think it's best
Since you cause me stress
I need to see you less
See you less
See you less
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You got my heart I'm tryna get it back
You got me stressing, got me feeling like a maniac
Going crazy, steady tripping, don't know how to act
And a nigga wanna know, "aye where they do that at!?"
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We goin back and forth like a game of it for tat
Tryna figure out what you want, if it's this or that
But you playing, you ain't saying what you really want
Wish it was me, but I'm knowing that you really don't
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And as you walk through the door wipe your shoes on the mat
Cuz all this back and forth shit, I don't want no part of that
It's just up and down, and round and round
Can't seem to find no common ground
Let's smoke this blunt and ride the town
These feelings ain't gone hold me down
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For what it's worth yea you'll always have a friend in me
I loved you like you were a part of my own family
I never thought I'd see the day that you would up and leave
For it was in your words that I, did believe
Now I'm sitting here dying, I cannot breathe
And it was your heart that I, couldn't seize
Smoking on these trees, for a mental disease
Do me a favor bitch, and please suck on these....